Home of the Muse

Crystal chandelier with the words Recovery is Bullshit written on it



When you know the difference you can act accordingly. That means no more wasting time on things that aren’t going to make it all better for you. And no more wasting time wondering if you’re over-reacting. You’ll know!

I spent so many wasted years trying to get rid of the demon Depression that I’d been carrying since childhood
I decided instead, that I would transfigure the demon rather than banish it.


Tarot Readings, Life Coaching, Mentorship, and General Common Sense Advice

This program gives you a creative, fulfilled life, despite your Depression. Includes journal prompts, tarot alchemy sessions, and real support that gives you back the life you were meant to have.

One pdf tarot alchemy session using a mental health tarot spread created by me. This spread will show you how to manage your depression while clearing up any misconceptions you may have.

Every weekday morning (5 days per week) I’ll tune into your energy and send you a journal prompt each day. Each shadow shot will give you a chance to
integrate your shadows and improve your life.


I’ve tried all the therapies, all the diets, all the pills, all the positive affirmations. I’ve lived with the demon Depression since I was around 9 years old. Of course, back then, we didn’t know about childhood depression. We just knew I was moody and weird. Now I know that being moody and weird is a good thing.

My lowest point was when I stepped out in front of a bus in a busy central city street. I don’t think it was much fun for the bus driver either, judging by the look on his face.

Many years after that, I had to face the fact that I was never going to have kids, I would always be childless by circumstance, not by choice. That one nearly killed me too.

I chose to live.